I feel literally sick. I had a dream last night, and I don't know why I feel as I do about it. It made me want things I've never wanted before. It made me realize that everything I love is gone. It made me wonder if what I dreamed was true, plausible, possible... the circumstances and the outcome. It made me realize that it's 100% okay to dream. And not in the figurative sense. It's okay to follow something blindly. Because once you get there, you are the one that decides if what you dreamed of was worth it.

And for me, it was always worth it to dream. But I think my dream last night was as close as I'll ever get to what I want.
There is no sense in dreaming anymore.

"In dreams, emotions are overwhelming."

OK! Lots of updates. First off, ( Warped Tour was AMAZING. )

Secondly, ( this is what I've been doing all summer. )

Thirdly, ( oh my god, about Panic at the Disco... )

Fourthly, ( updates about Matt and my appearance have to share a cut. )

Finally, ( my plans for July 15th/16th. )

There, that should keep you filled for a couple days.

His name is Matt. He goes to church. We have fun together. We went to see Up. (Super cute movie, by the way.) We held hands the entire time. He kissed me during the credits, and it was sweet. Tomorrow, I'm going to Zilker Park with Chris, a guy I work with. That night, I babysit Maci until the next day. I babysit her ALL FRIDAY. I spend the night again. Get up Sunday morning, go to work at 12, go to Matt's at 2:30, beat him at guitar hero, go back to work by four, work till 10, have a sleepover with Kelsey, my best friend. Full weekend, yes? Then Thursday is WARPED TOURRR!! Then Saturday I have a massive sleepover with Ashley, Lizzy and Jasmine. ;D Bye, kidlets.

UGH. I bought a shirt on eBay that I didn't have enough eFunds for, and now my Dad wans to eSlap me, cause he has to take care of everything. :[

Nice things: • DGD's new album is FUCKING AMAZING. Maybe my second favorite.
• The Denny's in San Antonio gets its own Denny's All Nighter for Warped Tour!
• DGD IS COMING TO THE DENNY'S!!

Good night, big stuff happening this weekend. ;D